Okay I admit I have an Internet addiction. Everything about my computer and the internet fascinates me. I have a problem dragging myself away at times and feel like there is just one more thing I have to do. It’s really not a problem during the week because Bill is so tired from his job that he just wants to rest so I can type and work till I am drop dead exhausted.

The weekends are basically ours and we ride and I Love it. I guess we are getting very set in our ways, but we are going to get away for a few days and I’m wondering if I will survive, now isn’t that sad? Oh my God how ever will I make it without my internet? That’s said in a joking tone, but it’s actually true.

It seems like this thing is an extra arm that I just can’t do without. My eye sight is getting so bad that it worries me sometimes, but do I make an effort to remedy anything… Nope, I just keep on straining my eyes and killing my back and shoulders. I do manage to get the kinks out and get dressed and clean and take care of my pets, but I always have something in my mind to do on one of my sites.

I guess some people feel like I am wasting my time, but I don’t. I love the time I spend with my computer. It’s a very special addiction to learning for me. I have lots of other addictions, but this is by far the best. I hate having such an addictive personality and sometimes I get very frustrated with myself.

I will probably never try to break my Internet addiction, but at least I don’t carry a laptop around with me…Yet!