Even though things feel very tough for me right now I still see the beauty in life and people. We all get depressed at different times in our life for different reasons, but we continue on because this is the life we were given to make our choices everyday to make it better or to continue to wallow in self destructive ways.
I am trying to see the reasons with my current affairs and make it better for myself and those around me. I’m not talking about world events, politics, economy or anything of that nature. I’m simply dealing with the sorrow I feel about losing my child to a battle he fought with dignity and strength.
I know I will overcome the grief I’m feeling right now, but it’s hard. At least my Son had 38 years to enjoy parts of his life and he told me that he had no regrets and was grateful for everything that he was privileged to experience so I guess I will have to accept that and continue living my life.
