I have tried meditation, but I can never quite get to the place I am aiming for. Sometimes just when I think a veil is about to be lifted something or some stray thought enters in and it’s gone. Whatever answer I was seeking from within eludes me it slips back to where it waits to be found then I have to start all over. I know that every question that ever comes to my mind I will find the answer within not in the reality I think I see when I think my eyes are open.
Meditation and prayer are ways that the mind connects with a higher awareness and helps us to realize that we are more than just a human body. I know that who I really am is not that human body I see when I look in the mirror that is just a shell, I am not this body. This body grows old and will perish, but I will not, my source and energy will return to it’s creator because it belongs to him.
Regardless of all the problems we create and see in this reality that we have chosen to create we are not alone as we so often believe. We have not been forsaken and cast out these are truths that I know for myself. I truly believe that I am dreaming this gift of life and that I can awaken whenever I choose to my true reality and find that I’m perfectly safe and loved where I always was and that you are there with me.
I don’t ever argue Bible or beliefs because there is nothing to argue. I don’t have to prove what I believe and neither does anyone else. Bill firmly believes in Heaven and Hell, I do not, but we both solidly believe in a higher being regardless of whatever name he is known by. I think the Bible was written to keep a bunch of heathen in check and scare them with a mean judgmental Father and fire and brimstone.
I think God is loving and giving and forgives all of us poor creatures that believe we are separated from him and doing bad things and are scared to death to leave behind what we think we are in this reality. That’s why I try so hard to meditate and lift that veil. I don’t think that when the veil is lifted that I will be whisked away or disappear. I hear so many people say well if there is a God why does he let all these bad things happen?
My thought has always been that we are the ones letting all these bad things happen that we cry about daily because we were given the right to choose and to create and we have apparently created what we want to see. We have the power to change so many things because we were given that power, but there are so many righteous people that think their way is the only way and so we create wars because everyone wants to be right in their beliefs.
This is a quote from an unknown writer about meditation: ” The opportunity to set our own destiny, develop our manifestation of what we believe our life should be, is the opportunity meditation provides. Every action we’ve ever taken started as a thought. The thought was then brought into reality by our action on that thought. So are we able to produce new thoughts and new possibilities, in this time of quiet reflection. “
