Bill took Friday off and we wanted to take a bike ride, but it was just too cold. It is Spring though so that makes the heart feel lighter. We haven’t been out for breakfast for awhile so we decided we would go to Bob Evans and we were very disappointed because we had to wait 40 minutes for our breakfast and that was ridiculous. I felt strange all day.
My heart is saddened for my brother because his wife passed away yesterday and when he called it then made sense to me why I had been feeling strange all morning. She has been sick for quite a while and suffering so everyone knew it was just a matter of time, but when that time does come and we know that we will no longer see that person that is so dear to us, then it really hits hard.
I really hurt for the humans that are left behind not the ones that go before us because it is so hard for us to understand. I don’t want to live forever because I think death is nothing to fear, but I know if my Shadow goes before me it will break my heart. Sorry, Shadow is my furry son and he will be 11 this year. Death in our reality is part of everything and is accepted, but it doesn’t mean we have to like it. Spring brings renewal and new life.
I am sorry for your brother. A grieving heart takes a long time to heal sometimes.
Thank-you so much Charla, we buried Kay today and it was very sad for my brother and their children and grands. I am not going to any more human burials because the traditions are to sad for me and I’m not good at comforting.